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Hey J.
Why do you make everything so difficult? I don't understand it. I don't get why you would be so, whatever it is towards me. I miss you. I won't text you and say so, I feel like it's all one big joke to you, like nothing really matters. I wished you had reached out to me. Even tired to get a reaction about the website...but, nothing. Not really shocked. Just disappointed. Disappointed someone can so easily use someone for something so personal then act as if they never existed....and like I didn't try to get you to open up towards me alittle. People need human contact...people need people...I know you you act. Why's it such a bad thing to maybe have someone around that likes you,? Why push them away? I'm not ugly, not stupid, I have my things in life, like everyone else, sometimes a little off beat, but there's a lot of great things.? What are you so afraid of? We have a lot if similarities, weird things in common...and in bed...its nice. I don't want to believe that your just self centered and selfish. Maybe I'm projecting onto you who I hope you are, instead of who you really are, but, you havnt let me get close enough to even make an accurate judgment call on that one. I know you think I'm crazy...and that I flip out to easy, but look at how things have been with us. I have things I need to work on, I accept that. You have amazing qualities about yourself that I could really learn from, and I have a few of my own that wouldn't hurt you as well....
If you had given getting to know one another more of a chance. The worst that could happen, is that we end up going our own ways...which is what's going down anyways. The possibilities of the other direction, if even only good friends come if it...
I just miss you. Idk why. I shouldnt...but I do. . I havnt seen anyone else....thats just not my style....and honestly...i just don't want too. I'm stubborn..and I want you...and you insist on putting up a wall. Stop already......
I know the odds of you reading this are slim to none....and the chances you actually respond even slimmer, but, I figured I'd give one last ditch effort.

Here it is. ....... step out of your comfort zone...and text me... or not. Idk J, not gonna pretend I do. I'm ok with not knowing...its just something I dont have a lot of experience in, but I think it's worth the effort....I believe it's worth it..... .
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